Fabuuu --(I'M ALIVE. AGAIN.)

HEEEYYYY eveerrybody, how's it goin'~??



WOO my first submission since... over a year @_@ I can't believe time flew by that quickly... it's nuts >_> 
I have messages piled up on here too and I'm so sorry ;v; I dipped on here ever so often to check them and reply to some things, but I've mostly been on here just adding art to my favorites ever so often.. whenever I did come on. I used to be on DeviantArt so much back in the day and it's so weird that I can just.. I dunno be online without running to DeviantArt first like I used to, aha. I was mainly on here for my friends though and most of them have moved on by now so that plays a huge role here u@;;.  They're what brought me back again and again. It was really nice to have so many friends on here to talk to and grow with artistically, you know? These days most of my dA friends have either moved on, disappeared, orrr migrated to other platforms (eg: Tumblr, Twitter) and that's where I am most of the time, too.. And then I'm too scared to approach the small amount of old dA friends that are still here <u<;; So it just feels really lonely on here XD. BUT YEAH, I would love to have that back again, or at least to an extent.. it was so nice.. And it was nice drawing with everyone too and just being encouraged and fired up to improve and ahh my friends had so much influence on my improvement back then and aaaaa gosh basically im being sappy rn LOL. But yea I miss drawing with them and getting excited over art with someone and aaaaaa just wanna do art things with people agaaiinn.. Maybe one day, that'll come back to me in some way.
dA is my original artist home and I don't want to abandon it, so here I am again uploading something and I'll try my best to push myself to keep drawing so I can upload more stuff..and because I hate the thought of not drawing anymore... ;; it's been so hard to find the motivation and time to do it.. but, I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna... dRAW!!







OH.  Annnd
I sketched this at the dentist office about a week ago a few weeks ago and I had Garnet from SU in mind but..@_@ ended up not really looking like her-- so then I just colored this in SAI and bAM!
I haven''t drawn that much at all this year but I'm really kicking myself in the arse now. I've been out of school for 3 months and it's a while before I go back again and this is the time to progress in my art again. Time to get back into the rhythm ;v; my art regressed so much......ohhmygodd